REMEMBER ME?

OH MY GOD. NOW..., TO SAY ITS BEEN A LONG TIME, IS NOT REALLY TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT MY DAMN LONG BLOGGING BREAK.WELL, MAYBE I SHOULD EXPLAIN NOW WHY I ACTUALLY HAVENT BEEN POSTING ON HERE LATELY AND WHY I WAS SUCH A BAD BAD BAD STRANGE AMBITION HOST.ITS ALWAYS THE SAME SHIT: I WAS WORKING SO MUCH BLA BLA, I WAS BUSY BLA BLA, I WAS DEPRESSED BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLAAA - WHO THE FUCK CARES...THE POINT IS, PETER IS VERY PISSED ON ME. HE DOESNT WANNA EAT, HE DOESNT TALK TO ME, HE IS JUST SHOWING ME HIS HAIRY ASS ALL DAY. ALL THIS BECAUSE I DIDNT PAY MUCH ATTENTION TO HIM AND TO STRANGE AMBITION THE LAST WEEKS, UGH NO - THE LAST MONTHS- FUCK YES.BUT!- NOW, THANKS GOD,  IT'S SPRING AND AT LEAST I CANT TAKE WINTER DEPRESSIONS AS AN EXCUSE ANYMORE.SO - ONLY TO MAKE PETER TALK TO ME AGAIN AND OF COURSE BECAUSE I MISSED THE STRANGE AMBITION FAMILY - I AM FUCKING BACK!!!! ( HOPEFULLY I AM BACK FOR GOOD! HA! )SOME HIGHLIGHTS I DID THE LAST TEN DAYS - AFTER CHECKING OUT OF THE BLACK HOLE HOSTEL)

AND THAT WAS THE SHIT:

TODAY I COLORED MY HAIR IN RAINBOW DIP DYE. READY FOR MY BLOGGING COME BACK ( SEE PETER, HOW MUCH I CARE? -PLEASE LOVE ME AGAIN)//GO VEGGIE TEE: SELFMADE//HAIR: LA RICHE DIRECTIONS//JEWELRY: STELLO&DOTT//

AFTER CHECKING OUT FROM MY BELOVED DAMN BLACK HOLE SHIT HOSTEL I DIRECTLY CHECKED INTO PARADISE. I WAS A LUCKY BITCH AND SPEND A WHOLE WEEK WITH MY FRIEND FROM TRAVELETTES ON THE MALDIVES AT VELASSARU ISLAND. HEAVEN ON EARTH. MORE ABOUT THIS TRIP VERY SOON TO COME, ONLY ON DAMN STRANGE AMBITION.

FEW DAYS AGO I VISITED MUNICH,-FOR A REASON.
I HAD THE HONOR TO BE ONE OF THE JUDGES FOR THE TRIUMPH INSPIRATION AWARD 2012. I LOVED TO HAVE THAT JURY POWER- IT WAS AWESOME. FEMALE BALLS, HUH?!
ALSO MORE ABOUT MY JURY DAY SOON TO COME, AND OF COURSE ONLY HERE - ON STRANGE AMBITION.

LOOK! PETER GOT TWO NEW FLATMATES. LET ME INTRODUCE YOU: 
ON THE RIGHT: SIR FUFULINO ALEXANDER SNASA SMOON 
& ON THE LEFT: BAMBAM THE GREAT!
PETER PRETENDS TO HATE BOTH OF THEM, BUT THE BLOODY TRUTH IS, I CAUGHT HIM A FEW NIGHTS HUGGING AND KISSING WITH BAMBAM AND FUFU... YES YES, 
HE IS NOT THAT ICE COLD AS HE WOULD LIKE TO BE.
//SHOES: VERSACE FOR H&M//

SO. ENOUGH TALKING FOR NOW.IM HAPPY TO BE BACK, PETER IS HOPEFULLY HAPPY THAT WE ARE BACK AND NOW I HOPE U ARE ALSO HAPPY THAT STRANGE AMBITION SEEMS TO BE BACK!

(IN CASE U CANT GET ENOUGH: U R MORE THAN WELCOME TO VISIT MY FACEBOOK PAGE: CLICK ME BITCH// OR TO FOLLOW ON INSTAGRAM: BONNIESTRANGE)

DEEP IN THAT FASHION BULLSHIT.

FASHION WEEK BERLIN JUST STARTED TODAY.

COMING HOME AFTER A LONG WORKING DAY- PUTTING TOGETHER SOME LOOKS FOR THE NEXT DAYS, SOMETHING CAME INTO MY MIND, THAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU.

PROBABLY MOST OF YOU DONT HAVE THAT PROBLEM,

BUT THAT ONE IS FOR THOSE OF YOU, WHO R STILL TRAPPED IN THE FEAR OF WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK YOU.

PEOPLE ASKED ME, HOW I DARE TO DRESS AS I DRESS OR TO BE HOW I AM.

AND PEOPLE TOLD ME, THAT THEY WOULD WISH TO BE ABLE TO EXPRESS THEMSELVES WITH THE WAY THEY DRESS. IF THERE WOULD NOT BE THOSE OTHERS, THOSE STIFF ONES, THOSE SNOBBY ONES, THOSE BLA BLA ONES, OR HOWEVER U WANNA CALL THEM, I GUESS U KNOW WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE I MEAN.

FOR ME THE ONLY THING THAT COUNTS IS HOW I FEEL. ME.

IF YOU LOVE TO DRESS UP -NOT ONLY BECAUSE OF ''FASHION'', BUT BECAUSE OF EXPRESSING YOUR TRUE PERSONAL INNER COLOR, YOU SHOULD STAND UP AND START NOT GIVING A DAMN OF WHAT STUPID IDIOT PEOPLE TELL YOU.

ITS TOTAL BULLSHIT, I MEAN ALSO I DONT GO AROUND TELLING THEM THAT THEY LOOK BORING TO ME.

ALMOST ALL MY LIFE I HAD THIS PROBLEM.

AND ALWAYS, AND OF COURSE STILL NOW, PEOPLE POINT AT ME, LAUGH ABOUT ME, MAKE JOKES OR CALL ME STUPID NAMES - JUST BECAUSE I AM NOT LIKE THEM.

OF COURSE THAT HURTS, BUT THE LOVE TO BE HOW I AM AND TO DRESS AS I DRESS IS MUCH BIGGER THAN THIS PAIN.

ONCE U STARTED YOU U KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

SO WHY WAITING... YOU LIVE NOW.

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HAVING SO MANY THINGS TO DO THESE DAYS, THAT I CANT BE HERE AS MUCH AS I WOULD LIKE TO. LIKE I TOLD U BEFORE , FOR ME ITS IMPORTANT TO KEEP A LEVEL RATHER THAN TO POST ANY SHIT.

BUT IF U WANT ALL THE SHIT I DO ALL THE TIME, U R MORE THAN WELCOME TO VISIT ME ON MY PAGE:

----> CLICK ME!

SENDING YOU DAMN LOVE. PETER TOO, AND KISSES WITH HIS HAIRY TONGUE ASWELL.....

WHATS IN UR SHOPPING BAG?: THE NY FIRST.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 2012!

WE R LIVING SINCE 4 DAYS NOW IN A NEW YEAR.

NEW YEARS CAN BE SCARY FOR SOME PEOPLE,

TIME RUNS, THEY DONT KNOW WHAT WILL WAIT, WHAT WILL BE.

BUT NEW YEARS CAN ALSO OPEN UP NEW CHANCES,

NEW WAYS, NEW CHALLENGES AND NEW GREAT THINGS TO DO.

MY FIRST THING TO DO AFTER A TERRIBLE HANGOVER FROM NEW YEARS EVE,

GOING FOR A SHOPPING TRIP IN MY HOOD

AND THAT WAS IN MY SHOPPING BAG:

COME TO MOMMY STRANGE MY 5 NEW BABYS.

BY THE WAY, PICTURES OF WHAT MADE ME HANGOVER ON NYE U CAN CHECK OUT HERE ----> CLICK ME BITCH.

IN CASE THERE IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS MORE ME, NO PROBLEM , JOIN MY SUPER HIGH FASHION LIFE ON FACEBOOK!! -----> CLICK ME BITCH

THE GHETTO DAY

YOU WORKED THE LAST FEW DAYS? OR STUDIED FROM MORNING TILL NIGHT?

THEN YOU REALLY NEED A GHETTO DAY.

GHETTO DAYS ARE SIMPLY LOVELY.

YOU SLEEP UNTILL 4PM, WITHOUT FEELING GUILTY EVEN NOT ONE SECOND.

WAKING UP WITH LAST NIGHST MAKE UP, YOU EVEN MISS OUT ON THE DAILY SHOWER AND REALLY DONT GIVE A SHIT. YOU DONT BRUSH YOUR TEETH OR YOU DO, BUT DEFINITELY NOT AS LONG AS DR. BEST WOULD ADVICE -

C'MON ITS OK, ITS GHETTO DAY!

AFTER ALL THIS YOU WALK THE WALK TO THE SOFA AND SWITCH ON SOME -TA DAH!- TRASH TV! WOW TRASH TV! - YES, THATS SO GHETTO DAY.

APART FROM EATING, A WORK FREE NOTEBOOK, A CLOSED EMAIL ACCOUNT AND THE TV. THERES NOTHING ELSE THEN YOU AND THE SOFA.

PERFECT, ISNT IT?

IN CASE U NEED TO LEAVE YOUR SOFA TO GET SOME JUNK FOOD, HERE A FEW TIPPS FOR DAYS LIKE THAT.

AND THAT WAS THE LOOK:

HAT: SELF PIMPED: H&M + CARNIVAL CROWN//JACKET: MADE IN BERLIN VINTAGE//LEGGINGS: H&M//GYMNASTIC SHOES: REEBOK//

THE PERFECT DINNER ON A GHETTO DAY.

IN CASE THERE IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS MORE ME, NO PROBLEM , JOIN MY SUPER HIGH FASHION LIFE ON FACEBOOK!! -----> CLICK ME BITCH

5STAR COOKING WITH STRANGE AMBITION #3: THE JESUS FRIES

I GUESS MOST OF YOU KNOW THIS DAMN HANGOVER DAYS. -I DO OBVIOUSLY.

ON THESE DAYS IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO FILL YOURSELF WITH SOME REAL HEAVY STUFF!

THE PERFECT MEAL FOR THESE DAYS IS DEFINITELY THE ONE AND ONLY SUPER DELICIOUS ''STRANGE AMBITION JESUS FRIES''

5STAR COOKING WITH STRANGE AMBITION SHOWS YOU - HERE ONLY ON STRANGE AMBITION NOW- HOW TO MAKE YOUR OWN JESUS FRIES.

AND THAT WAS THE LOOK:

PETER HAT: H&M// JEANS SHIRT: FREEP S STAR VINTAGE-PARIS// COAT: WEEKDAY//BOOTS: GUCCI VINTAGE// EARRINGS: MAUERPARK FLEA MARKET.

(PETER IS WEARING VERSACE FOR H&M)

FRIES/OLIVE OIL/ONIONS/KETCHUP/MAYONNAISE/CHEDDAR CHEESE/MUSTARD/SPICY CHILLI SAUCE/YOGHURT/VINEGAR/CAYENNE PEPPER/FRIES PAPRIKA POWDER.

FOLLOW THIS STEPS:

FOR THE SAUCE MIX: 4 SPOONS OF MAYONNAISE, 3 SPOONS KETCHUP, 6 SPOONS YOGHURT, 1 SMALL SPOON SPICY MUSTARD, 1 SMALL SPOON CHILLI SAUCE, SPLASH OF VINEGAR& OLIVE OIL, ADD SOME SALT & CAYENNE PEPPER.

THE MORE ONIONS U ADD THE MORE TASTY IT GETS.

MIX THE FRIES WITH THE PAPRIKA POWDER AND TOP IT ALL WITH THE CHEESE.

TO MAKE THE CHEESE MELT REALLY GOOD PUT IT, AFTER PLACING IT ON THE FRIES, A LITTLE BIT IN YOUR MICROWAVE OR THE OVEN. (ALSO HERE, THE MORE CHEESE U ADD, THE MORE TASTY IT GETS.)

AFTER PLACE FIRST THE ONIONS AND THEN THE SAUCE ON TOP OF IT.

DECORATE IT IN A PRETTY PLATE.

TO GIVE THE JESUS FRIES THEIR PERFECT LOOK DRAW A CROSS WITH KETCHUP ON TOP OF IT.

ET VOILA! THE REAL STRANGE AMBITION JESUS FRIES R READY FOR YOUR HANGOVER DAY!

BON APPETIT CHERIÉ!

IN CASE THERE IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS MORE ME, NO PROBLEM , JOIN MY SUPER HIGH FASHION LIFE ON FACEBOOK!! -----> CLICK ME BITCH

WORK THAT ORANGE, BITCH.

IT WAS ABOUT TIME FOR SOME NEW COLOR IN MY LIFE.

I WAS THINKING MANY DAYS AND NIGHTS ABOUT THE NEXT ANTI COLOR ON MY MESSED UP HEAD. KIND OF SCARED, TO LOOK SUPER BORING AFTER MY BELOVED BLUE OR EVEN TO LOOK LIKE A RETARD, I ACTUALLY WENT FOR IT. ET VOILA! - ORANGE IT IS. - A GIRLS DREAM I ALWAYS HAD, REGARDING ALL THOSE DISNEY PRINCESSES AND OLD TIME SHOW DANCERS IN VEGAS.

AND U KNOW WHAT?! IVE TRIED A COUPLE OF COLORS IN THE PAST, PINK, PURPLE, GREY, BLUE, BLOND, BROWN, BLACK -

BUT DAMN IT- THIS ORANGE IS A SERIOUS MEN MAGNET!!! WHO WOULD HAVE EVER THOUGHT SO!? ME FOR SURE NOT.

SO GIRLS IF U WANNA HAVE A DATE OR SWIM IN LOVERS, GET YOURSELF THIS ORANGE!

ME, I GOT A GUY, BUT JESUS, IF I AM BACK TO SINGLE LIFE, I AM DEFINITELY GONNA PUT BACK THAT SHIT ON!

AND THAT WAS THE LOOK:

HAIR COLOR: LA RICHE DIRECTIONS: APRICOT // GLOWS: LAURÈL// TOP: COLORS SECOND HAND BERLIN// PANTIES: DANCING SHOP IN STOCKHOLM// SHOES: BUFFALO.

A REAL LADIES DINNER: VEGGIE GULASCH WITH MASHED POTATOES AND SPINACH...

A PERFECT SONG FOR A GREAT LADIES DINNER: ----> CLICK ME AND LISTEN

IN CASE THERE IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS MORE ME, NO PROBLEM , JOIN MY SUPER HIGH FASHION LIFE ON FACEBOOK!! -----> CLICK ME BITCH

OH, ALREADY DECEMBER.

JESUS,... TIME PASSES QUICK, HUH?

I WASNT HERE FOR MORE THAN A MONTH AND DAMN ITS ACTUALLY WINTER. WOW... - WHY I WAS GONE?

WELL, I AM NOT THE USUAL TIDY BLOGGER TYPE, I HAVE TO ADMIT.

THOSE WHO R DILIGENT, WELL BEHAVED, POSTING ALMOST EVERY DAY.

OH, I AM SO NOT LIKE THIS, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IT, AND SOMETIMES NOT AT ALL.

AND IF U DONT FEEL LIKE, U SHOULDN'T DO IT. I DON'T.

IN LIFE QUALITY COUNTS, NOT QUANTITY.

I'M TAKING TIME, I DONT WANT U TO READ GARBAGE.

I MEAN COME ON STRANGE AMBITION GOT ITS STANDARDS, RIGHT PETER?

ANYWAYS, THE GOOD THING IS , YESS I AM FEELING IT AGAIN!

SO HERE WE GO:

AND THAT WAS THE LOOK:

FAKE FUR YETI JACKET: ZARA// PULLOVER: H&M// SOCKS: H&M// EARRINGS: VINTAGE MAUERPARK FLEA MARKET// SHOES: I DONT REMEMBER THE NAME OF THE SHOP. ITS IN BERLIN MITTE THOUGH// BAG: VINTAGE COLORS BERLIN.

IMPORTANT THINGS THAT U MISSED THE LAST MONTH:

- I DIED ON A BROKEN HEART ON HALLOWEEN AND MET ANOTHER ONE , WE TURNED LESBIANS.

ALL THIS ON HALLOWEEN.

I HEARED THAT, WHAT HAPPENS ON HALLOWEEN STAYS IN THE DARK:

- PETER THE GREAT, PIMPED HIMSELF WITH SOME FREAKING VERSACE.

(NOW HE'S EVEN A BIGGER SNOB):

- I WAS EATING LIKE WITHOUT AN END:

- NO I DIDNT GET PREGNANT, I JUST PUT THE USUAL WINTER BELLY ON. VERY CHIC THIS SEASON:

... NOW U KNOW, WHAT U HAD TO KNOW ABOUT MY NOVEMBER.

MY DINNER TODAY, AND A NEW SERIOUS ADDICTION. HUMMUS, DAMN I COULD EAT A BATHTUB FULL OF IT DAYLIE. WITH SOME TOAST ON THE SIDE. YUM.

...PETER MISSED U GUYS....